Tuesday, September 30, 2008
kedengaran takbir membuat air mataku mangalih.
aku teringat datuk aku yang sudah lama meninggal kan kami.
Tok Busu, Hafa sayang dan rindu Atok.
:'(
menjelang hari raya ini.
Hafa ingin mengucap semua Selamat Hari Raya.
maafkan Hafa kalau Hafa ada tersilap atau terkasar bahase.
Hafa harap korang semua dapat maafkan Hafa.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
7:15 PM
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
my soul is lost.
my mind is empty.
my heart is wrecked into peices.
my body is weak.
i just don't know myself no more.
i'm completely someone i'm not.
i'm fighting for my life right now.
i'm competing with my own self.
someone wake me up from this nightmare.
cause somehow, i don't wanna live anymore.
12:27 AM
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
ITS JUST A MATTER OF TIME.
tell me straight to the face you don't need me anymore as a friend.
tell me straight to the face you no longer trust me.
from the top 3 to the bottom 3.
you might not be showing it, but it's clear to see.
too clear that others notice it too.
no more going town together.
no more slacking at the void deck.
no more frequent visit to your house.
it's just no longer there.
it's sad knowing you're there physically but not mentally.
it hurts knowing what the past has done to us.
just thinking back, we shouldn't have start what we had.
i know we're done with this blog thingy.
i'll talk to you about this one day.
just wait till i have the courage to do so.
11:48 PM
Monday, September 15, 2008
this is kind of a late entry.
but hey, at least i got myself occupied.
this little dude here pays my grandparent a little visit last saturday.
his name is Nur Hakimi.
he's 2 this year and all he could say is bapak, bank, bye and ibu.
me being at home, i spend the time waiting for buke playing balls with him.
he won't go anywhere without the dad.
he's just the cutest little thing ever!
oh ya! my brother just got himself a Nintendo WII!
guess i know what i'm gonna do if i'm really bored at home!
:D
5:52 PM
Saturday, September 13, 2008
i am officially broke people!
tell me, what do you do when you're broke?
i mean really really broke.
i got about 2 weeks more till payday.
i've yet to get my baju raye.
Farhan is worried that i won't be able to find the baju that i want in time.
don't worry.
a girl must do what a girl must do in such situation.
"oh wait, what must i do?" -.-"
this is a serious business.
i was at home on a Saturday!
i'm not sure if that's suppose to be a good thing or bad.
but hey, i manage through the day with NO complaints!
YAY me!! (:
okay, that's all.
i've been staring at this screen for a whole good 5 minutes, squeezing as many juice brain.
i'm blank.
and now, i'm going with Archie's in my hands.
woopeedoo!!
11:07 PM
Friday, September 12, 2008
the last day of school
goodbye ITE CE, goodbye Nasi Ayan Thousand Island, goodbye mannequin & goodbye school life!
but HELLO work life!
in 3 month times, i'm officially out of school.
that means, I'M GRADUATING!
2 years of endless bugging from teachers, obeying school rules & studying.
finally, it's time to bid adieu.
graduation was suppose to be a sad thing in life but when you're in nursing, it's a dream come true.
well, at least for me.
i am somehow happy to be out of the school.
but again, im gonna miss people there.
the laughter we shared & all will now only be memories in my heart.
kalau nampak kat luar, jangan sombong oi!
oh ya! i'm still waiting to turn 18 which is taking forever!
and yes, this is a random entry.
i'm trying to sleep but i can't.
but anyways, i went to ebay to search for camera and i saw this.
SAMSUNG CAMERA L100 8.2 MEGAPIXELS Face Detection
it's going off at $239.
tell me, it is worth getting?
12:54 AM
Thursday, September 11, 2008
boyfriend for sale!
letting it go at a very low price!
Farhan is beginning to be irritating nowadays.
usually i'm rhe one who always picking/start the fight.
but somehow, he overtook me this time round.
macam nak sampiong die je!
irritating faggot!
nevertheless, i still love you!
(:
1:08 AM
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
why?
WHY CAN'T WE BE LIKE LAST TIME?
after what has happened, somehow i feel unwanted by you.
tell me if it's true.
i hope things between you & her will be for eternity.
i want to talk to you about this. but i don't have the courage to.
i'm sorry.
9:08 PM
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
final paper
time check : 1.01pm
today is the final paper for the course.
wish me luck!
trust me, it's no different from yesterday's.
1:01 PM
Monday, September 8, 2008
hafa kental!
i got a lot to write but i just don't know where to start.
there's so much going on through my mind.
for a start, there's exams.
exams are major headache.
if i ever pass the paper just now, it's all by luck.
when i sat for the paper, i concentrate more on leaving the hall fast rather than finishing the paper.
now tell me, how the hell am i suppose to score well?
another thing is fasting.
i'm getting tired of fasting.
i know. i'm being very bad about it.
i feel dead sia living through the day without food & drink.
call me kental or what so ever. but i just can't take it.
i don't know if i'm suffering from any syndrome or what.
but nowadays, i have quite constant mood swings.
i can feel elated for no reason & the next thing you know, i'll be throwing some tantrum.
sometimes it sucks being me.
and if you can see through my post today, i'm feeling all sad and emotional.
god knows about what.
dah giler aku rase!
why is it that money always seem to be the problem?
well, can't blame anyone for that.
who ask me not to save money?
now there's a whole lot of stuff to buy for hari raya.
current saving in bank:
$1 plus.
-.-"
10:51 PM
Sunday, September 7, 2008
time fly
a week has passed.
that only means two things:
- 3 more weeks to HARI RAYA.
- final exams is here!!
damn! i swear time passes so fast.
and before you know it, i've graduated from school!
hahahah.
anyways. during this one week of fasting, i manage to endure the hunger and thirst despite the sore throat.
(i suck at fasting for your info)
i'm proud of myself. *dancing in circle*
and i've been such a good girl that i stayed at home for break fast.
except for yesterday.
the initial plans was me & Fyera to break fast at Popeye's @ Airport.
but due to the overwhelming people there, we settled for Nasi Ayam Penyet @ Kopitiam disappointedly.
we then rushed to Suntec to meet up Hafitz aka Bob to watch the Suntec Dance Competition thingy.
knowing me & Miss Fyera, our rush is the same as taking our own sweet time.
we reached there almost 9, whereas we're suppose to meet Hykell & Ifah at 8.30pm @ Bugis for shisha session.
i know, we're such a darling :D
once we stepped into Al-Majlis, there's food, drink & of course shisha waiting for us.
sat, talked, laughed & was later joined by Hafitz & Fareez.
oh ya. we girls got a free drink for the the next table.
sorry but the pictures are with Cik Fyera kiter tu.
SELAMAT BERPUASA SEMUA!
1:37 PM
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