Dear J,
you're a wonderful guy. i swear to that. my perception of you change the moment we got close.
i thought you were the type who go around toying with girls heart.
instead you showed me the opposite side of it. i know deep inside your heart you're seeking for happiness in love.
those time we spend, it was awesome.
well, you sure know how to make a girl feels right at home aren't you?
i thank you for the time and effort you put in for me.
but somehow, you're not the guy i thought you were now.
it's back to square one. the guy who dates a lot of girls at one go and breaks their heart before having another batch of girls.
well, your pick-up lines do work on me afterall, Mr P.
congrats!
p.s : you do not call all the girls you're dating MJ my dear. it's just inappropriate.
10:34 AM
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
FUCK THIS SHITS!
I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!
I just wanna break down right now.
9:24 AM
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Slowly, bit by bit my life is forming into a prefect one. A great job, bringing home approximately a few grand home. Friends that support me and advising me in whatever possible way i need to be advised on. Family who hasn't be a pain in the neck. But either way, I still think things can yet to be improved. A little bit here and there. Well, life isn't suppose to be perfect and no matter how hard to try make it perfect, your attempt will eventually fail you. So the best thing to do is to actually make it better and worthwhile. I've been in and out of love for some particular reason and for a girl like me, love or finding a man in life doesn't really do much different to my life. but somehow there's something about him that got me all wondered. What does love really mean in my life? Love from a man, is it necessary in my life? I need to know the answer. cause somehow it's killing me when you're on my mind.
I'll just keep you on my mind for now.
9:48 PM