Friday, February 29, 2008
an early entry
okay well .
i didnt intend to update this blog till the weekends ,
but sitting here with the noisy grilling of the stairs outside my house ,
i doubt so i'm able to sleep .
&& i cant do much anyways .
i cant watch television nor listen to the stereo .
the only way to get the noise out of my freaking ears is to blog .
if only i could let you hear the noise ,
i bet it'll drive you crazy just as much as how it's getting on my nerves .
my mom is being a clever-head by going out && coming back once the work is done .
mother ! why didnt you ask me along ?!
i'm half dead right now !
anyways ,
school has always been a bore .
like usual .
i just dont understand why people simply love getting on our nerves .
i mean ,
if you think i'm a bitch ,
&& made nothing out of my life ,
just tell me straight .
i mean i couldnt do much once you've say it .
that's your perception of me .
instead of giving me attitudes && your f up face ,
you might wanna save that for your beloved bfs .
urrghh !
okay ,
there's WET .
she thinks she knows everything .
but all her facts are either about sex or just stupid .
don't try to talk big && pretend to know everything .
ehk ,
pergi betulkan dulu diri kau sebelum cakap org .
better still ,
gain respect from your friends first then you can come ,
&& talk to me about myself .
org bodoh mcm kau aje tinggalkan mak pasal matair bodoh kau !
next up ,
ANAK DARA TUE .
30 years old ,
&& still not married .
worst still ,
being friends with 18 year old kids .
i mean ,
i dont mind the being friends part ,
but stop acting like our age .
for god sake ,
you're 30 sia !
not 13 you know !
you once lead that life .
so yeah .
you live life once only you know .
your 18 year old life is over .
accept it .
&& if you can't stand loud voices ,
then dont be friends with an 18 year old kid .
get it ?
guess i'm done with this & the noises has stop .
wopeedo !
happy reading !
anyways .
siape makan chili , die rase pedas .
<3
♥
3:57 PM
Sunday, February 24, 2008
friends
firstly
i got to stop this bad habit of mine .
saw something that is appealing to eyes ,
grab it ,
&& bring it to the cashier .
i've been doing that whenever i got money in hand .
i can't stop .
urrghh !
secondly
Sunday afternoon .
Starbucks .
Java Chocolate Chip .
&& a bunch of chaotic friends .
what could be more pleasant then that ?
Amirul with the "budak kampong" attitude .
Azhar with the non-stop disturbing me .
Syahid with the crappiness .
Titi with the "alaaa . . "
Ujirr with the non-stop talking about NS .
&& Farhan to accompany me wherever i go .
k , actually i have no idea how to describe them .
this is the best that i can go .
but my evening was a blast with this bunch !
met up with deary Fira later on under the void deck .
haha !
me && Amirul were talking non-stop about our primary school .
hahah !
kental kental .
gosh !
&& look out !
we will be rocking the Marina Stairs this Saturday .
well,
at least i hope we will .
heh !
thirdly
the shirt that i bought over at SPLIT is tight !
ouh no !
time to burn some . .
ouh wait !
burn loads of fats !
heheh !
♥
11:22 PM
Sunday morning
firstly
i'm watching MTV MADE while typing this.
well,
gotta say i learnt quite a number of things from this.
1. No matter what people think of you,
you are what you are.
2. No one && i mean no one can ever bring down your esteem,
not even your sister.
3. Another way of expressing your feelings && thoughts,
WRITE IT IN A SONG.
what/how the girl is in the show,
is the exact same as me minus the writting of songs.
i suck at it anyways.
secondly
i spend the whole day with An yesterday.
the plan was :
1. Go Vivo && grab the shades.
2. To Town for some shopping.
3. && Marina to chilala.
but it change totally.
we stayed at Vivo the whole day.
met up with Titi && Ujirr.
Ujirr going NS seii!
bye Ujirr!
anyways,
i had fun though last night.
minus the last part.
err.
guess i better not go there yet.
ouhh yeahh !
i bought myself Topshop Sweater !
pretty pretty !
:)
thirdly
To Fyera : i love you so so so much !
please don't be mad at me . <33
To Ad : i love you darling . <3
To Shasha : i'm so so sorry about yesterday .
don't hold any grudges towards me okay ? <3
To Titi : lu kecoh lar semalam . haha !
gua cinta sama lu ! <33
To Farhan : please don't start any more shits .
please . enough already okay ?
i love you very much ! <333
♥
10:44 AM
Friday, February 22, 2008
hypocrites, no hypocrites
firstly
8.30am in Boon Lay.
what the was i thinking?!
Mdm Jenny Yeo's fault.
her so-called field-trip require us to be at Boon Lay at 8am regardless where you stay.
and we have to TAKE THE DAMN PUBLIC TRANSPORT.
Hafa go public seii.
k anyways,
the pictures will be up as soon as Fira pass me the pics.
:)
secondly
i don't know if we both notice this.
both of us, YOU & ME.
we are hypocrites.
you know it's the truth.
i do admit that i was a hypocrite.
but if possible,
i wanna start all over again.
i'm sincere in being your friend.
you're a real nice friend that i can count on.
so,
TRUCE?
thirdly
I AM ONE HELLA HAPPY GIRL RIGHT NOW!
ahaha.
PAYDAY PAYDAY PAYDAY!
wheee`
♥
10:52 PM
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
de-stress
✓ yet another day in school.
again, just a bore.
i'm beginning to get sick & tired of school.
test one after another.
give it a break.
i'm tired of studying (which sometimes i dont actually study)
haha!
so i'm done with PCA test & the phase test.
up next, BIO test 2!
follow by EXAMS!
the pressure is there sia!
✓ i swear i wanna go Sentosa.
hahah!
anyone wanna go?
urggh!
long time sei didnt go Sentosa.
haha!
i'm out of ideas.
✓ i had this very weird weird conversation with Fucknut!
haha!
i swear we never talked like this before.
even after 5 years of friendship,
hahaha.
HE THINKS IM HOT!
hahaha.
crap sia this guy.
what was he thinkiing?!
ahaha!
Fariz!
you got to stop your crapiness.
for once,
i'm all blushed while having this conversation.
hah!
✓ everytime i read about it,
my heart go crazy.
you might not mention names.
but i know who you're referring to.
try imagining yourself in my position.
tell me.
how would you feel?
trust me,
i feel more worst than that.
hais.
i need you to stop please.
cause eventually,
things will get worst between me & him.
:(
[ ❤ Darling Ad & Me ]
p.s: can i have Farhan forever?
heh!
♥
5:19 PM
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
i'm blessed
friends.
there are good & bad ones.
& i'm blessed with good beautiful friends.
mummy always says,
"kau ingat kawan kau tu semua boleh kasi kau duit semua pe?!"
well,
she got a point.
but from them,
i gain confidence & respect.
that's important too.
am i right?
god knows how much i love all you guys.
be it friends or foe.
I LOVE YOU ALL LAR!
muahxx!
<3
Ad Darling!!
heh!
we finally met!
hoho!
& i want the photo okay?
yipee!
hoho!
laa.
i love you k?
muahxx!
♥
10:21 PM
Monday, February 18, 2008
my dearest sister
hey sister!
if you were to come across this blog,
read this.
if sharing things with your lil sis is such a big crime,
then report it to the police.
if sharing things with your lil sis is such a nuisance,
well, guess what?!
i don't really care.
by all means,
take it back.
yes, i am rude to my parents.
but what you didnt know,
i would cry myself to sleep every single time.
that explains the swollen eyes.
& not because i fought with Farhan.
yes, turning 18 is such a big deal to me.
not to smoke, drink & club legally
but to get my license as soon as possible.
i can't stand being in the house with everyone ganging up against me.
especially you, sis!
why?
why is it so hard to treat me like a little sister?
i tried to do every single thing i could to communicate with you.
but it's either you ignore me or put up your freaking stuck up face.
& i'm sorry that i didn't help out with the chores.
& i'm sorry your circle of friends arent as big as mine.
& i'm sorry i was bought up into this family.
if i was being a freaking bitch,
i'd do what Abang do.
run away from home.
not wanting to school.
but i'm still here.
bursting my ass out trying to get good grades.
i love you.
i swear.
but you got to stop treating me like a stranger.
i'm your little sister, for heaven sake!
♥
10:40 PM
problems
as i sit my butt here on this chair,
my mind start to wonder.
"why is my family still treating me like a kid?"
"why my sister can do that & i can't?"
"why am i the only one in this family that has too many wrongdoing?"
"why is everyone & i mean everyone in this family ganging up against me?"
you see,
it's been almost a week now
& none of my family members actually did talk to me.
am i a ghost that is supposed to be ignored?
why?
just why me?
tell me mummy. please.
dont just keep it away from me.
cause i will never learn from silence.
hais.
yet another thing come to mind.
this relationship of ours, Farhan.
what are we heading for?
i swear you were nothing like before.
the insecurity is taking over me.
you said you love me but it takes action to actually make someone knows.
everytime i mentioned her name,
you'll get furious.
but there's something in me telling that,
a small portion of you still thinks of her.
what i said might not be true.
no one knows the truth except for you.
i'll really appreciate it if you were to tell me the truth.
that's all i'm asking for.
please.
i'm begging you.
i can't help but cry deep inside.
it's tearing me apart.
you're important to me.
but i wouldnt want such things ruin my life nor yours.
today might be our first anniversary.
but it's never too late to confess.
SCHOOL!
another irritating thing in my life.
i know how important this is to my whole family.
plus to my life too.
being stressed up about school is a normal thing.
but try having no support from your family at all.
they want me to get into this course.
but when i'm out doing projects & study,
they accuse me of going out WITH GUYS!
like wth!
hais.
problems.
one after another.
♥
5:49 PM
Sunday, February 17, 2008
I'm a GIVER
i have no idea why but my mum seems to be giving me this cold shoulder this few days.
i wonder what wrong did i ever do?
i mean i do need my freedom.
why is she bugging me so much?
that's just i need from her after what i've achieve for myself.
hais.
okay.
so today i'm suppose to study for the damn PCA test tmr.
the plan was like this.
meet Fira at 4pm at blk 415.
study till night.
& go home.
BUT somehow the plan change totally.
the meeting was drag till 5.
obviously i'm the one being the late one.
ahaha!
when i reach the blk,
Fira was quite furious.
hoho.
sorry darling.
heh!
then she say this,
"Aku mcm takde mood ar nak belajar. Yok pergi Parkway!"
me, being another lazy one say YES to it.
hahah!
she followed me back home and change clothes.
you see, i saw damn slack lar kan.
haha!
then we proceed to PP.
we took the FREEshutter bus.
haha!
lokek punya orang!
haha.
from one shop to another we went.
& after all that, we decide to fill our stomach with Pastamania.
haha!
eat like nobody business despite there's Pastamania Mats.
haha!
we proceed back to Bedok right after.
met up with An then Yan & Wan.
hahaha!
wah! sebelum Yan timbul, Fira nye boring.
Yan timbul je, energy semua ade.
hahaha.
Fira Fira.
tomorrow's Monday.
school day & yet another boring day of the week.
hais.
will update how school's tmr alright?
muahxx muahxx
♥
10:23 PM
A Wonderful day
i woke up as early as 9 lar kan today.
boring boring.
i left the house at 3.30.
oppss.
Hafa lambat lagi lar kan.
haha!
met Khairul, Titi & Munzir.
then then meet Nurul.
die bawak anak die sekali lar kan.
hahah!
[ ❤ Nurul, Titi & Hafa ]
busybody follow them go do their project.
hah!
head to Marina stairs & met up with An, Ayid & Ahmad.
laa.
mcm handsome plk budak-budak tu.
hahha!
kk.
chilala at the stairs & watch the Chingay Parade.
fuuh!
Wicked Aura seii perform.
followed by a group of Harley Davidson riders, some oldies cars & Lamborghini!!
aiseii!
there's like 6 cars.
powerr laa!
hahah.
& so the day turn to night.
[ ❤ My LOVEs ]
[ ❤ Pretty Pretty ]
then suddenly!
F1 cars vroom pass!!
fuuh!!
fall in lup lar!
pretty pretty!
heh!
i LOVE!
haha!
we were then joined by Fira & Yan.
snap snap again.
[ ❤❤ Gorgeous Girls ]
go to the geylang booth.
kick some balls.
hahah.
kental kental.
see fireworks.
then ride the Top Gun again lar kan.
hahaha.
this time with Fira & Yan.
laa.
lepas tu due2 nak muntah.
haha.
went back to Marina stairs.
banyak sgt lar matrep-s!
RIMAS!
after that, GO HOME!
haha.
An keep on asking for COITUS!
irritating!
hahahaha.
i LOVE you lar FARHAN!
Muahxx Muahxx
♥
12:31 AM
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Its time to bid adieu for the day.
[❤ MUHD FARHAN ❤]
❤My Baby
Things haven't been going well before.
We would fight every single day.
You'd get hell from me before we end our late phonecalls.
& till one day, i decide to end everything that we had.
For one month, you were on your own without me in your life.
Life was enjoyable for you, wans't it?
But at the same time, you were hurt.
Those suffering ended the moment i step back into your life suddenly.
It's funny how i treat you now is way different than the old times.
You were shocked too right by my changes.
Be it good or bad, what matter is that we can lean on each other whenever we need support.
In just 2 days, i'll be your first.
Ouh wait, i'm already am the first.
it's a whole new level now.
Do take good care of me.
Cause you'll be in the good hands of me, Tell your mum that.
I love you.
& nothing can change that.
♥♥
3:54 PM
OLD blog, NEW skin
so, i've made a makeover for my blog.
hah!
and so, i woke up late for school ehk today?
laa.
haha!
i can't wake up seii!
i was practically half dead & dragging myself to school.
but right after break, i was super super hyper lar kan!
hahaha!
hmm. GERAM!
then get all stress up over BIO assignments.
wah wah!
lepas bio, ape lagi.
BALIK & TIDUR.
haha!
i wanna talk about this particular someone.
it's strange how we actually know each other.
but let's not get to there.
heh!
i swear i love this girl eversince we know each other.
ahaha.
mcm dah kenal lamer lar gitu kan.
alaa.
haha!
well, i used to hate this girl ( sorry my darling!)
:D
but things are cool now!
right Ad sygg?
hhehe.
fyi, her name is NURADAWIYAH.
haha!
& Ad Dear, try to find me in school okay?
hehe!
I wish you best of luck with Fahmy okay?
& ouh! did i ever mention you guys look really really SWEET together?
yes you do!!
heheeh.
muahxx muahxx!
♥
1:31 PM
Thursday, February 14, 2008
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY
Valentine's Day.
haha!
the day start out pretty bore!
hmph!
since Fira left school early, i got Gegerl to be my date in school!
haha!
[Nur Farhan, my Valentine's date in school!]
okay.
after school rush home then get ready for the real v.day date.
laa.
si An pulak nak step romantic kan.
hahaha.
he gave me this small little bear with a heart-shape pillow.
in the bag, there's a card (which he didnt wrote, the friend instead)
& chocolates with our name on it.
alaa ar kan!
haha!
[The Chocolate ❤]
then we head for CityHall with Syahid & Ahmad since Geylang United got a game booth there.
so, after they set up, they show off their skills.
laa.
last last, Hafa diajar bagaimane hendak tendang bola dgn betul.
ahaha!
so, An owe me 200 bucks cause i got the ball into 25points slot!
hhahah.
[Farhan, Syahid & Ahmad]
[He's trying to show off his skills]
[❤ That's my man!]
laa.
Hafa mcm byk story gitu!
hah!
after the close the booth, we went on this STUPID ride.
i swear i'm never ever gonna take the ride again.
the pressure was so heavy that i left redness on my shoulder lar kan!
ish!
haha.
seram!
go check out yourself ar the ride.
it's near the esplanade there.
GO GO!
haha!
♥
9:41 PM
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