Thursday, May 29, 2008
rumours they are
i was having a very nice conversation with Darling Ad & Fahmy when she suddenly asked me ,
" Syg , did u pass ur numbers to anyone ? "
i was like " huh ?! who ?! no ! "
according to Ad , someone's spreading rumours about me passing my numbers around .
well , it doesnt really matter if you guys out there are saying things about me .
i dont mind . i'm not perfect .
but dont you think it would be so much better if you were to just say it to my face .
i mean , i do take criticism well you know .
hahah !
no matter how you say things about me , i'm still me .
NoorHafawati .
its not as if you guys really make a different in my life except for making me popular in a bad way la .
k , thats besides the point .
spread all you want . i'll still be there to clarify things with whoever is asking me for the truth .
*cheese*
call me a bitch , a whore , a slut . whatever you want .
i'd rather be listening to all that , rather than get myself into trouble for fighting .
hahaha .
rumours are rumours .
i doubt so they are allowed to enter your grave later on .
so yeah .
happy spreading people .
i'm all ears .
hahaha .
♥
11:19 PM
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
to you .
just in case youre reading this Muhd Farhan ,
IM WASHING MY HANDS OF YOU !
you do whatever you want la .
okay ?
10:42 AM
Monday, May 19, 2008
long weekend , Vesak Day
Happy Vesak Day !
well , more to Happy Public Holiday . hahah .
okay so i had a long weekend .
my Saturday was full of laughter .
my Sunday was full on butt numbs .
& my Monday is full of stomach cramps .
a long weekend indeed aint it ? hahah .
Saturday , i went over to Tampines to watch An's game .
& yes , he guessed it . Geylang won .
thanks to Haziq for that wonderful shot .
bump into Yan Tonggek who stop by just to be back in time to the workplace to end work .
clever thinking , i must say .
met up with Khalysa too .
girl , pardon me . im not sure on how your name is spelled . hahah .
Sunday , i was awaken at 7.30 in the damn morning .
had to go Johor for someone's wedding .
my mom's distance cousin i think .
okay whatever .
it was boring . cause its my family only .
so , after that we went over my granny's place .
left the place at 10pm .
im telling you , s'pore security is damn tight .
its quite irritating though . that explains the long jam before entering Johor .
sheesh !
Monday , here i am sitting & typing this entry .
waiting for An to wake up so i can meet him .
despite the cramps & stuff .
i think i really should be showering right now .
or sleep .
okay , sleeping sounds better . hahah .
toodles everyone .
♥
2:36 PM
Friday, May 16, 2008
graveyard shift
oh wow .
i manage through the night .
i made it . haha .
night shift was hectic .
one after another call bells , the patient wont give you a break .
one ask for bedpan , all ask for bedpan .
and theres like 2 juniors working within 4 rooms .
so , by 3 , we went crazy .
i dont know how those nurses manage to survive the night alone doing junior work .
sheesh .
i was half dead !
but overall , base on experience it was alright .
im a sucker for sleep , so i was having quite a hard time keeping myself awake .
the moment i see the morning shift people , god knows how happy i am .
so yup . that's all about my night shift .
oh no . there aint any ghost or strange things happening for your info . (:
♥
2:13 PM
Thursday, May 15, 2008
how i feel about you .
dang .
its been forever since i last blog .
haha .
too caught up with attachment till i got no time for myself .
okay , tu bedek .
anyways , im pretty much getting the hang of this attachment .
but still , i miss school .
once school's reopen , i bet things will be real different .
i doubt im ever gonna have much fun as it did last time .
like poeple say , "time passes , people change "
and no , im not pointing any fingers .
it depends on individual to be frank .
to that somebody ,
life isnt a fairytale .
even if it was , i doubt so Enid Blyton is gonna like you for making fairytales sound so selfish .
yes , youve found the love of your life .
yes , you love him so much .
but do you ever think i deserve to be thrown to the side like this ?
to you im being childish .
but listen to my side now .
i love you . very much .
and if you can juggle love & friendship last time , why cant you do it now ?
i havent heard from you for ages .
we do text , text about minor things .
its no longer the gossips no more .
remember youd always called me up in the middle of the day/night ?
asking what im doing & you needed someone to talk to .
i put aside my bf just to spare time for you .
and now i feel like its difficult for me to call you up just to ask you how youre doing .
you used to be first one i turn to whenever misery strike me .
but you make it hard for me to continue doing it .
i feared that youll get mad .
things between are very different now .
spare a thought for me . cause ive always spared mine for you .
okay so im on night today .
havent been sleeping last night .
sleepy ? no .
tired ? yes .
i dont know if i can ever make it through the night .
wish me the best for tonight .
♥
10:19 AM
Thursday, May 1, 2008
mayday
Happy MayDay people !
im always waking up early on the weekends & PH .
i dont know why sia .
no matter how hard i try to sleep back ,
i'll eventually be fully awake before 12 .
& i hate that !
:(
well , my day was tiring .
lots of walking .
went over to bugis alone to grab some things .
walk around the damn thing to find an ATM that can withdraw $20 .
bought the necessary stuff ,
& off to Cityhall .
have to walk all the way to Marina .
tiring okay ?
sheesh .
met up with my baby & the budak budak Geylang .
sat at the stairs .
some went off to Esplanade to find chicks .
-_- .
while some followed me & boyfriend to grab some food .
they finally gather back at KFC .
since we were planless ,
we walked aimlessly till someone said ,
"Clarke Quay pe ?"
met one of them at Home Club .
we walked mind you !
from Marina to Esplanade to Boat Quay & finally Clarke Quay .
we sat opposite the reverse bungee thingy .
well , its me & boyfriend only .
the rest go on the search for chicks .
-_-"
all are one hella sick people !
they gather back again at the place where me & boyfriend were sitting .
talk2 , crap2 .
then off back home .
well , we walked alot sia !!
urrghh !
tiring .
okay , wanna sleep .
heh !
toodles .
♥
11:07 PM
politics , money
it has been only one week working in the ward ,
& ive seen loads of politics happening in the ward among the nurses .
its so clear to see that the nurses there dont really appreciate student nurses .
anything wrong that happens in the ward ,
we're to blame eventhough we didnt know whats happening .
give us a break .
we didnt choose to be posted to the ward ,
just like you guys doesnt want us to be there .
we'll be there for only 4 weeks .
bear with us .
anyways ,
went to watch Geylang U-18 & NFA U-17 match .
im not so sure about the scoring cause i dont bother to find out either .
but NFA were really rough .
damn !
but i gotta agree with the ex-coach ,
Geylang's getting better .
cheers for Geylang U-18 .
& baby , you played well .
im proud of you .
muachs .
(:
i got loads of stuff to buy .
but money all gone in a blink of an eye .
sheesh .
1. DigiCam .
2. Ipod TOuch .
3. contact lens .
4. more tops .
5. jeans .
& more to come .
anyone care to treat me to all this stuff ?
please .
still got the plane tix to Bangkok trip to pay .
& oh ,
im planning to change phonee .
heheh .
any good phone to recommend ?
:D
♥
12:14 AM
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