Thursday, May 15, 2008
how i feel about you .
dang .
its been forever since i last blog .
haha .
too caught up with attachment till i got no time for myself .
okay , tu bedek .
anyways , im pretty much getting the hang of this attachment .
but still , i miss school .
once school's reopen , i bet things will be real different .
i doubt im ever gonna have much fun as it did last time .
like poeple say , "time passes , people change "
and no , im not pointing any fingers .
it depends on individual to be frank .
to that somebody ,
life isnt a fairytale .
even if it was , i doubt so Enid Blyton is gonna like you for making fairytales sound so selfish .
yes , youve found the love of your life .
yes , you love him so much .
but do you ever think i deserve to be thrown to the side like this ?
to you im being childish .
but listen to my side now .
i love you . very much .
and if you can juggle love & friendship last time , why cant you do it now ?
i havent heard from you for ages .
we do text , text about minor things .
its no longer the gossips no more .
remember youd always called me up in the middle of the day/night ?
asking what im doing & you needed someone to talk to .
i put aside my bf just to spare time for you .
and now i feel like its difficult for me to call you up just to ask you how youre doing .
you used to be first one i turn to whenever misery strike me .
but you make it hard for me to continue doing it .
i feared that youll get mad .
things between are very different now .
spare a thought for me . cause ive always spared mine for you .
okay so im on night today .
havent been sleeping last night .
sleepy ? no .
tired ? yes .
i dont know if i can ever make it through the night .
wish me the best for tonight .
♥
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