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Thursday, May 15, 2008

dang .

its been forever since i last blog .

haha .

too caught up with attachment till i got no time for myself .

okay , tu bedek .

anyways , im pretty much getting the hang of this attachment .

but still , i miss school .

once school's reopen , i bet things will be real different .

i doubt im ever gonna have much fun as it did last time .

like poeple say , "time passes , people change "

and no , im not pointing any fingers .

it depends on individual to be frank .

to that somebody ,

life isnt a fairytale .

even if it was , i doubt so Enid Blyton is gonna like you for making fairytales sound so selfish .

yes , youve found the love of your life .

yes , you love him so much .

but do you ever think i deserve to be thrown to the side like this ?

to you im being childish .

but listen to my side now .

i love you . very much .

and if you can juggle love & friendship last time , why cant you do it now ?

i havent heard from you for ages .

we do text , text about minor things .

its no longer the gossips no more .

remember youd always called me up in the middle of the day/night ?

asking what im doing & you needed someone to talk to .

i put aside my bf just to spare time for you .

and now i feel like its difficult for me to call you up just to ask you how youre doing .

you used to be first one i turn to whenever misery strike me .

but you make it hard for me to continue doing it .

i feared that youll get mad .

things between are very different now .

spare a thought for me . cause ive always spared mine for you .

okay so im on night today .

havent been sleeping last night .

sleepy ? no .

tired ? yes .

i dont know if i can ever make it through the night .

wish me the best for tonight .

♥

10:19 AM xoxo, HAFA