Tuesday, July 22, 2008
life
i'm pretty much aware that life isnt as beautiful as it seems .
and i myself do know that things don't really go the way we always wanted .
but having a very cloudy dark life plus things never really go the way i want it ,
isnt that too much for a girl to handle ?
i sure can relate my life with Singapore .
sometimes it shine like theres no tomorrow & the next day , its raining cats & dogs .
baby ,
things always come in our way .
i can see that ure always trying so hard to block theses things from breaking us up .
but i blew it the moment i let it all in .
i was my fault .
now , things are going back in place slowly .
u need not compete with him no more .
uve got what u deserved .
but somehow , theres still obstacles for me to face right now & yet to get what that had been set for me .
i swear , i dont know what else to do .
i fear of what ur friends might think .
afterall , they only heard one side of story .
i thank god that u opened ur heart to me despite the setbacks that happened .
keep on showering me ur love .
cause i know i'll do the same thing back to u .
just give me time .
insya allah , we'll be back together .
only time will tell .
friend ,
im sorry for all the hurt ive caused u .
from the day i read it , i go on with life with regrets .
yes i laugh , i smile .
but that doesnt mean i didnt realize my mistakes .
u have all the rights to be mad at me for the rest of ur life .
i dont mind .
im truly sincerely sorry .
but have u ever thought of the reason why i did that ?
obviously , i was mad .
try asking me . u'll know .
i swear i didnt want to face u at all .
but no matter what i cant run away from u .
u might hate me but remember , i love you .
as promised , i'll always be here for u .
& i'll be waiting for the day we become close again .
i'm truly apologies .
dear ,
now u know how my life is like .
im sorry i didnt give u the chance to know me more .
& i hope this blog have given u a rough idea abt it .
trust me , u'll know more in the future .
i thank god ive met someone like u .
like ive said , ure a great guy .
somehow , we grew closer now .
im happy for that .
thank you for all ur time texting me .
much appreciated (:
10:08 PM
Saturday, July 19, 2008
risks .
this is what i found out .
life is all about taking risks .
i took the risk of doing something i didnt like .
i took the risk of going even deeper into what i didnt like .
i took the risk of stepping back from my love life .
i took the risk of in every possible way i could .
i didnt care what life brings me .
as time passes , im beginning to regret what i did .
i shouldnt have did Nursing .
i shouldnt have sign on bond with SGH .
i shouldnt have broke up with An .
& i should have treat my friends better cause i know they deserve better than this .
but in life there are advantages & disadvantages when it comes to taking risks .
so dont worry .
risks arent that bad as it seems .
whats life with no friends ?
ive always told myself that i got no friends .
but hey , some came right in time for me .
i appreciate that .
& i know ive not been great with you all .
im sorry . i really am .
if u guys could give me this one last chance to make it right .
i swear , i'll be a great help to ur life .
please .
just this one last chance .
i love you all !
11:34 AM
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