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Tuesday, July 22, 2008

life

i'm pretty much aware that life isnt as beautiful as it seems .

and i myself do know that things don't really go the way we always wanted .

but having a very cloudy dark life plus things never really go the way i want it ,

isnt that too much for a girl to handle ?

i sure can relate my life with Singapore .

sometimes it shine like theres no tomorrow & the next day , its raining cats & dogs .

baby ,

things always come in our way .

i can see that ure always trying so hard to block theses things from breaking us up .

but i blew it the moment i let it all in .

i was my fault .

now , things are going back in place slowly .

u need not compete with him no more .

uve got what u deserved .

but somehow , theres still obstacles for me to face right now & yet to get what that had been set for me .

i swear , i dont know what else to do .

i fear of what ur friends might think .

afterall , they only heard one side of story .

i thank god that u opened ur heart to me despite the setbacks that happened .

keep on showering me ur love .

cause i know i'll do the same thing back to u .

just give me time .

insya allah , we'll be back together .

only time will tell .

friend ,

im sorry for all the hurt ive caused u .

from the day i read it , i go on with life with regrets .

yes i laugh , i smile .

but that doesnt mean i didnt realize my mistakes .

u have all the rights to be mad at me for the rest of ur life .

i dont mind .

im truly sincerely sorry .

but have u ever thought of the reason why i did that ?

obviously , i was mad .

try asking me . u'll know .

i swear i didnt want to face u at all .

but no matter what i cant run away from u .

u might hate me but remember , i love you .

as promised , i'll always be here for u .

& i'll be waiting for the day we become close again .

i'm truly apologies .

dear ,

now u know how my life is like .

im sorry i didnt give u the chance to know me more .

& i hope this blog have given u a rough idea abt it .

trust me , u'll know more in the future .

i thank god ive met someone like u .

like ive said , ure a great guy .

somehow , we grew closer now .

im happy for that .

thank you for all ur time texting me .

much appreciated (:

10:08 PM xoxo, HAFA